Being stuck inside my head has never really been a welcoming idea, but hey it’s home right? Lately though it hasn’t just been a dark and dreary maze of horrors, it feels more like a plain small padded room… full of invisible booby traps. Maybe to some people the first option sounds worse… to me…… Continue reading I’m not welcome in my head…
It’s been a couple of dreary, boring, long-ass days here in the Mango household. One might assume that this may have something to do with the man of the house being off on a business adventure in Toronto… but apart from not having another soul above the age of 10 to speak to in person…… Continue reading Not enough time to be missed…
I could lie and say I’m in an emotionally better place than after Valentine’s day and the Mr. and I’s anniversary but I’m not going to do that. The mental fuckery that is playing games in my head space is definitely a part of it but the home dynamic, family stress and my ‘lost evening’…… Continue reading Unhealthy coping mechanisms and alone time
I sometimes wonder if 10 years from now I’ll be looking back at all the photos, clippings, movie passes, artwork etc. from this point in time and think “wow we had so much fun, what a happy young family we are” or if I’ll remember how fucking rotten it’s been underneath all the smiles and…… Continue reading Quick Smile!…Memories and crap…
Those 10 seconds you save leaving your garbage on the counter, your coffee cup on the end table, your rolled up socks on the bedroom floor, your dirty plate on the dining table, your paperwork spewed around the home and that wet towel STILL sitting in the middle of the floor… They may save you tiny…… Continue reading Those 10 seconds…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TfUOKTeONb4 So I’m sitting here with a glass of Petite Sirah, listening to some Zakk Wylde (it’s generally something I do when the world has turned to shit and I need to chill the fuck out….). If you have gandered at my ramblings before, you’ll notice I don’t have a problem letting the F-bomb slip. Hell……… Continue reading My doctors are using the F word now
Gain Through The Pain 