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I made a deal with my body…now it’s time for me to pay up… oh and Happy Holidays!

At the beginning of the month when the holiday season really started to get buzzing and the busy really kicked into gear, I made a deal. I told myself that if I just was able to get through it all (Buddy’s birthday, Yule, Christmas and all the get-togethers, cooking, baking, shopping and still manage all…… Continue reading I made a deal with my body…now it’s time for me to pay up… oh and Happy Holidays!

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Music as medicine and I need an overdose…

Christmas miracles really do happen! After a rather harsh weekend both stress and weather wise (along with the usual  health related bullshit) I find out that I ‘get to be’ in charge of dessert this year at our big ass family meal on boxing day (December 26th). Now of course this is ALL FOR MY…… Continue reading Music as medicine and I need an overdose…

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Holiday wishes…some crap like that…

I’m not quite ready to delve into the dark side of my  hospital experience quite yet. A lot of other stress has built up in the recent weeks with the fucking douche dangler the Mango man pulling his semi regular asshole stunts and the 3 spawns that somehow have begun to think that the holidays…… Continue reading Holiday wishes…some crap like that…

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I made it through…part 1

Lets start with the good news. I know that’s not usually the way people do it, but generally I like to start with the  positive stuff. Set the mood and all…especially when telling Mr. Mango about my medical mishaps…its better than him giving himself worry lines sitting there waiting to see if there’s at least…… Continue reading I made it through…part 1

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Double digits…wow a decade.

What a blur the last few days have been. My brain and my body somehow managed to hold it together so that we really could do it up right and get it all done… or well almost,  just in the nick of time. Yesterday we celebrated Buddy’s 10th birthday. Now Buddy’s a pretty particular boy.…… Continue reading Double digits…wow a decade.

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Let’s try this again…shall we…

At the tail end of snow day number 1 I got the long awaited phone call. A cancellation had occurred and there was an opening next Wednesday for me to come in and have a repeat attempt done for my two scopes. I was ecstatic… the bitching that the primary doc had done (just on Monday)…… Continue reading Let’s try this again…shall we…